There it is again; that all too familiar feeling that seems too come out of no where and swallow you whole. I know for me, this happens most when I am right about to go to sleep. Suddenly, an unwelcome thought finds it way past the walls of my heart and mind and take quick roots there. Often, once this happens, at least for me anyway, there seems to be no way out. I try to pray there in the darkness, covered up under my favorite soft blankets, but sometimes my mind seems to so effortlessly[...]
